Survivors

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Tuesday, December 24, 2024

A Shadow Follows

 

By Steve King

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There is a shadow close to me,

Sometimes in dreams,

Sometimes upon broad day.

Sometimes it looms in dark relief,

At others, all in gentler moods of gray.

 

There lives a specter deep inside,

Its job, I guess, to ponder me.

But I am too much innocent,

And can’t imagine what it needs to see.

 

I am a shadow too, of sorts,

But cannot look beyond

To know with any certainty,

What other shades may hide.

Here, thoughts are sheltered,

Hopes collide,

And every future me abides.

 

I’ll take great care which me to choose,

But have not yet resolved.

I wonder what the specter knows

Of my unmastered ‘heres’ and ‘nows’,

Or of the thoughts that gather me,

Or how this finish must evolve.

 

I know there soon will be a time,

When I and every shadow meet,

When ages are immersed as one,

And every longing lies undone.

But then is then, and now is—

What? 

Just filled with shadow play.

Dark winds must keen,

The far stars shine,

And every life shall hew its time,

Though soon ahead, or close behind,

The shadows swallow all designs.

4 comments:

  1. The beginning made me think of Bergman's movie the Seventh Seal, with death walking beside the knight... I have followed you for a long time... that is at least one shadow always walking beside us, but we are shadows too bringing death to each other...

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  2. Telling question for me is who is the "I" who dreams, the dayside personality I'm attached to or the dead? Which is the shadow of the other? I'm jealous about that I but that's just the ego schmooze talking. Spectral ponderables here.

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  3. Love this especially;

    "But then is then, and now is—
    What?
    Just filled with shadow play.
    Dark winds must keen,
    The far stars shine,
    And every life shall hew its time."

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  4. Wonderful Steve — love you friend… 🙂

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